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Thursday, February 10, 2005

Listening to : Kiss - Because I am a Girl .

hello hello !! =) happy cny to one and alll.. lalala. =)

haas. its been a longgggggggg and tiring week manns. dannggg.

haas. today was alright. my parents haven gimme my angbao yett~ boohoos* likee. how can right!?

haas. had meesuaa at my granny's house. my aunt chris is gonna give birth next month alr!? that's likee. damnnn fastt. bleahh. =/

but its a good thinggg!! so yeahh. ohh. i wore my purple contacts todayy. ehh. lols. not bad lahh the feeling. but cannot really see. unless you really like. look into my eyes. lols. *nods. yeahhh.

hung around a lil at my ggp's place.. hmm. den left for jb.

was like bored when i first reached there. then i diverted my attention to this lil cousin of mine. lol. he's dang cute..

learning to talk larr. so he babbles alot. lols. and i amazingly understand what he's talkinggg!~? hahahas. he's damn cute larr.

ate lunch.. had this.. fab soup. whoa. its like. damn good. whee. and that damn rooster was making alot of noise in the backyard. lols.

lit fireworks. like. literally. they have this neighbour who spends like 20,000 on fireworks every year. like. YES. every YEAR! man. i so should've taken pics of them .but i was too in awe. lol.

yeahh. reachedd home boutt. 11++. haas. yeahh. am not gonna be going anywhere tmrr. sooo. if you guys wanna come vistt. just lemme knoww!! =)

lardeedahhsh. hmms. aiights. yesterday was spent at my both grandma's house. so nothing much to update bout it..

monday was tiring. and FUNNY. cos my mum tried to drown LIZARDS. like. literally. LMAO. and she tortured one to death by poking it with those.. broom? know.. for washing floor one? lol. hahaha. damn sadist. and my mum was SO whiney she seemed like a 15 year old. i'm SERIOUS man. haaas.

ohh wells. sundayy was my first time doing backup vocals for yf. hahas. was not as bad as i thought. but it was still.. scary. i was like. literally shaking. bleahs. and i think i did bad larhhs. apparently i was too soft. but i think i sound like a kind when i sing!??! *cries. boohoo. yeah. we had our one month speciall!! lol. but most of us forgot what we wanted to complain bout alrr. haaas. yeahh. had lunch with ben&kat. and of cos. HIM. haas. was not bad larhs. they treated us!! so yeahh. darn full man. den my mum had to spoil things.. oh wells. used to it. =) hmms. he had to go.. so i joined angel and co. didn't do anything much.. walked aroundd.. hmm. and went shimbashi to eat deserts! haas. we had.. soba uirou.. soba abekawa.. and anmitsu. i forgot the spellings alr larr. boohoo. hahas. was funny cos i had to teach them and they were trying to adapt the desert eating methods to the seiro eating methods. lols. =)

sat... went for ken's bbq @ jon,aaron&andrew's place. was alright actually. we did have fun eventually. lols. yeahh. lardeedahhs. =) hms.

i'm so looking forward to satt. yay!! steamboatsteamboatsteamboat! haas. and of cos. the telling-my-mum-officially-that-he's-my-boyfriend. thing. *gulps.. lols. *shrugs. lalala! wish US luck man. especially for him. hahahas. =)

ohohoh. i FINALLY watched SHE - Wo Ai Ni's mtv today. ohmytian. its DAMN sad. i almost cried?! its like those. damn sweet and almost impossible storyline man. hahas. and oh. the 8pm show on channel 8 was damn nice too. so sad larrr. i wanted to cry again. lols. i'm such an emo freak right!? booooooooos. =/ losl.

ahhhhhhh booo! i wanna go talk to my boyyfleennn alr!! hehhs. outt! sealed with a songg. =) its nicee!! =))

I'm awake in the afternoon
I fell asleep in the living room
and it's one of those moments
when everything is so clear

before the truth goes back into hiding
I want to decide 'cause it's worth deciding
to work on finding something more than this fear

It takes so much out of me to pretend
tell me now, tell me how to make amends

maybe, I need to see the daylight
to leave behind this half-life
don't you see I'm breaking down

lately, something here don't feel right
this is just a half-life
is there really no escape?
no escape from time
of any kind

I keep trying to understand
this thing and that thing, my fellow man
I guess I'll let you know
when i figure it out

but I don't mind a few mysteries
they can stay that way it's fine by me
and you are another mystery i am missing

It takes so much out of me to pretend

maybe, I need to see the daylight
to leave behind this half-life
don't you see I'm breaking down

Lately, something here don't feel right
this is just a half-life
is there really no escape?
no escape from time
of any kind

come on lets fall in love
come on lets fall in love
come on lets fall in love
again

'cause lately something here don't feel right
this is just a half-life,
without you I am breaking down

wake me, let me see the daylight
save me from this half-life
let's you and I escape
escape from time

come on lets fall in love
come on lets fall in love
come on lets fall in love
again

hehhs. beamss. aiightts! i'm outta heree! love and misses to all. =)

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